r/pornfree Jan 01 '25

STAY CLEAN 2025 YEAR-LONG CHALLENGE! This thread updated daily - Check in here!

90 Upvotes

Daily news: This is Saturday, April 5, and today is day 95 of the year-long Stay Clean 2025 challenge. Keep fighting the good fight!

If you think you should still be on this list but aren't, you probably got removed for not checking in at least once per month. However, if you let me know you're still with it I'll re-add you.

Guidelines:

  • At the end of this post is a list of people who have signed up for the challenge, and who are still in the running. That means that they have not needed to reset because of a relapse or slip.
  • Please check in with the group in the comments as often as you want! Feel free to share thoughts, feelings, experiences, progress, wisdom, encouragement and whatever else!
  • IMPORTANT: if you relapse, please post a comment to that effect here and I will remove your name from the list. We will not judge you or shame you, we have all been there.
  • Participants are required to check in once per month. If you have a "~" after your name, you have yet to check in during April. If it is still there at the end of April 28, you will be removed from the list, in order to keep the numbers as realistic as possible.
  • We will not be accepting any new participants, but even if you're not on the list, please feel free to check in in the update threads anyway! And be sure to join us for the Stay Clean monthly thread!

Good luck!

There are currently 63 out of 518 original participants. That's 12%. These 63 participants represent 5985 pornfree days in 2025! That's more than 16 years.

Here is the list of participants still with the challenge:

/u/57471c

/u/AdamOfHouseClegane

/u/Aggressive_Truth_358 ~

/u/artist_by_habit

/u/bestforest ~

/u/Bulky_Profession8653 ~

/u/CloseToTheHedge69 ~

/u/Competitive-Wing-773

/u/Daltinoloco ~

/u/Deep_Pudding2208 ~

/u/Disastrous_Cup9022 ~

/u/doing-my-best-daily ~

/u/earthworld4 ~

/u/EdvR_k ~

/u/Environmental-Law670

/u/Existing-Mirror2315 ~

/u/ExoticBump ~

/u/Express-Rough

/u/EyeOfTheTurtle1

/u/Fast-Mango-3473 ~

/u/foobarbazblarg

/u/Future_Interaction ~

/u/Halfeatenbananas ~

/u/Happy-Bagel-Man

/u/Haunting_Ad8342

/u/I__trusted__you

/u/imseeingdouble

/u/Ineedthat300 ~

/u/Just_AnotherDork ~

/u/kunigunde77 ~

/u/Lazy_aspirant_9001

/u/LifeShouldBeEasier

/u/LightBurden18

/u/m4ki818 ~

/u/Master_Grunt ~

/u/Mayplay ~

/u/mizustyle

/u/Mrleibniz

/u/MysticMangoDreamer

/u/Nice_Dragonfly6716 ~

/u/No_Republic2240 ~

/u/non_newtonian_jelly ~

/u/Outrageous-Showpiece

/u/Pantim ~

/u/pmmahajan2019

/u/Potential-Spell5504 ~

/u/QuitQuitQuitQuit

/u/Rainbow_Mika ~

/u/SaLtYcHiPdUdE

/u/SebsAGZ

/u/Shockwave781 ~

/u/SingleStoic

/u/SnooCalculations7186 ~

/u/SolvendiCausa ~

/u/Spidersandbeavers ~

/u/static_anon

/u/sudofox ~

/u/TrampBornToRun

/u/Turbulent_Fox_6080 ~

/u/Useful-Plankton-9700

/u/vinnieonreddit92 ~

/u/xcnuck

/u/zapata1954


r/pornfree 4d ago

STAY CLEAN APRIL! This thread updated daily - Check in here!

16 Upvotes

Daily news: This is Saturday, April 5, the fifth day of the Stay Clean April challenge. Keep fighting the good fight!

Guidelines:

  • At the end of this post is a list of people who have signed up for the challenge, and who are still in the running. That means that they have not needed to reset because of a relapse or slip.
  • Please check in with the group in the comments as often as you want! Feel free to share thoughts, feelings, experiences, progress, wisdom, encouragement and whatever else!
  • IMPORTANT: if you relapse, please post a comment to that effect here and I will remove your name from the list. We will not judge you or shame you, we have all been there.
  • If you have a "~" after your name, you have yet to check in on any update threads. If it is still there by April 15th, you will be removed from the list, in order to keep the numbers as realistic as possible.
  • We will not be accepting any new participants, but even if you're not on the list, please feel free to check in in the update threads anyway! Also, stay tuned to catch the May thread!

Good luck!

For a chart of relapse data, check out this Google Spreadsheet.

There are currently 281 out of 296 original participants. That's 95%. Here is the list of participants still with the challenge:

/u/15-cent ~

/u/1nPulser ~

/u/4of4

/u/57471c ~

/u/acaaca6

/u/Accomplished-Issue86

/u/AdonisVIRGO ~

/u/Adventurous-Angle-28 ~

/u/Aggravating-Quote-96

/u/AgitatedStay5046 ~

/u/ajaxinsanity

/u/AlfuuuB ~

/u/AlternativeWave85 ~

/u/amaniyi21 ~

/u/AmbitiousSadGuy

/u/AmbitiousSun4435 ~

/u/ANewStartAtThis ~

/u/angerji ~

/u/Animal-Frequent ~

/u/Any_Drink_2029 ~

/u/Appropriate_Score401 ~

/u/arroz-chino ~

/u/artist_by_habit

/u/Artistic_Internet116 ~

/u/Asuntara ~

/u/atlas_008

/u/Average_Elk ~

/u/Aware-Battle3484 ~

/u/Bagman004 ~

/u/Bancraft007 ~

/u/banecaster ~

/u/Baraecus

/u/bayjaymusic ~

/u/Beasto37 ~

/u/BeDoKa ~

/u/Better--Person

/u/biggiantporky ~

/u/BlairRedditProject

/u/Brilliant-Race490 ~

/u/BrushConstant1522

/u/bubblenugget04 ~

/u/Bubbly_Owl_242 ~

/u/bubby_booboo ~

/u/cadmoo

/u/CaterpillarFew4201 ~

/u/ceisanis

/u/CloseToTheHedge69 ~

/u/Clown_Fearless86 ~

/u/ClutchingAtSwans ~

/u/Colra13 ~

/u/Competitive-Way-6033 ~

/u/Competitive-Wing-773

/u/Confident_Ratio_6531 ~

/u/Consistent_Bunch1301 ~

/u/Creepy_You_4849 ~

/u/CryAccomplished5086 ~

/u/CurvingDive

/u/Dapper_Shoe4489

/u/darthbobanks ~

/u/Daveangmiclo ~

/u/dayyumn-1508

/u/deductivebeehive

/u/Defiant-Housing-4363

/u/DemonSlayer_44

/u/derpdanny ~

/u/Discipline2023

/u/Dizzy_Strategy1879 ~

/u/dmk213 ~

/u/Doctor_Sass

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/u/Dry_Communication757

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/u/dundundone

/u/dziekuehe

/u/dzvalentino

/u/earthworld4 ~

/u/EffectGold9757

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/u/ERP_Enjoyer24 ~

/u/eternallyhopeful310

/u/Existing-Mirror2315 ~

/u/ExtraNook

/u/False_Cry2624

/u/Fantastic-Bet-5393

/u/Far-Link2297

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/u/Fine-Judgment5618 ~

/u/Fit-Cauliflower-3868

/u/FluffyFold9028

/u/fontainedl

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/u/FrogsUnion

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/u/Future_Interaction

/u/Gamer_Opossum

/u/gaping__hole

/u/GAProman72

/u/GasNo8921

/u/gazbo1

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/u/Gooooomi

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/u/Imaginary_Toe6618

/u/ImStupidPhobic

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/u/Learninginnit

/u/LifeShouldBeEasier

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/u/No-Umpire-1196

/u/No_Ingenuity3078

/u/No_Procedure2374

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/u/Ok_Technology2216

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/u/Ordinary-hope-1107

/u/oustaz ~

/u/Outrageous-Showpiece

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/u/pmmahajan2019

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/u/Problematic350 ~

/u/projectmale

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/u/recoveringPerv

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/u/Same_Doctor_18 ~

/u/sandosh_e

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/u/SebsAGZ

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/u/Successful_In_2022

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r/pornfree 10h ago

40. reached a limit. 15 days clean. Please, if i had anything to pass to younger generations this is it. Get rid of this addiction immeadiately.

45 Upvotes

The how im gonna be that person i want to is burried deep inside that pile shit that we put on to ourselves with the help of the Cronius society we nurtered and live in. I tell you right now with full conviction, this is it.

This is a grave no less than alcoholism, drug addiction but with the distinct side affect of not ever feeeling the full control of yourself that you think you dont have.

get rid of it at all cost today. now.


r/pornfree 5h ago

I have done it. I have officially quit!

11 Upvotes

After about 8 weeks porn and masturbation free (masturbation free part is not necessary I think) , I finally completely feel I have quit for life. I watched porn very frequently and it was definitely quite an issue because I was watching it 5 out of 7 days of the week for 40+ mins when I was not trying to quit. In the end, what helped me quit was AVRT and a slightly modified form of it as I wrote my big plan to quit forever down on paper. The writing it down on paper part is what did it for me because it made me hold myself accountable and it formed an unbreakable rule/promise in my head. I realised I had fully quit today because I had gotten a big urge after a while and when I went to type the site name into the search bar I couldn't do it no matter how much I wanted to. There was an unbreakable mental block that just stopped me from doing it, it was an impossible task and my brain just didn't even consider the option of going to the site.

This gives me a lot of hope because I never had this feeling 9 months into my last porn free streak. It felt like I was always looking for an excuse to quit and never had the full "I am never going to use this ever again" realization come into effect.


r/pornfree 6h ago

How to exit the escapism loop

7 Upvotes

There's just one way to make your problems go away.

And frankly, most people don't want to do it.

Which I understand.

Heck, it's just part of our biological programming.

We're hardwired to seek pleasure and move away from pain, and it's a major piece of our "operating system" that has allowed us to survive, thrive, and ultimately become the most dominant species on Earth.

The problem though, is that in the modern world there's nothing forcing people to directly face most of their issues.

If you were a caveman back in the day, you'd have no choice but to face the problem of warring factions committing acts of violence, fending off wild animals, and finding shelter from harsh weather. Your discomfort would naturally push you to seek water, warmth, food, and community to help carry the burden. There really was no escaping from the immediacy of the kinds of problems ancient humanity were facing.

These days, the script is flipped.

Most of people's problems are less immediate:

They're fat. Their energy is low. Their relationships and intimacy are struggling. They're not earning as much as they want to be. And a hundred other things.

And they hurt, for sure.

But none of them have the immediacy of a saber-toothed tiger stalking your village.

To compound the issue:

We also have much more escapism easily available to us. So the nature of the problems we're facing is that they're less immediate, and we have 1000 different ways of escaping the discomfort of whatever we're dealing with that are super easily available and allow us to numb ourselves with pleasure.

So here we are.

Modern humans in a modern world, with primitive biological programming that hasn't had the evolutionary time necessary to adapt, and that old programming that served us so well is causing massive problems.

It's part of our nature.

People can't help but want to escape from their discomforts with the sweet, easy allure of social media, youtube, video games, weed, alcohol, pornography, and the infinite other easily accessible escape hatches we have.

But that escapism loop will never fix your problems.

In fact, it'll just make them worse, burying them for later and allowing the wound to fester and the consequences to compound on themselves.

This is what I've realized:

Ironically, learning how to sit with your discomfort and face it head on, and move through it with strength, bravery, and maturity... is actually much less painful than the consequences of staying in the escapism loop. Sure, it frontloads the discomfort so you have to face it, but that allows you to dispel it and move on instead of pushing it under the metaphorical rug for later.

So I invite you to examine yourself.

Where is your escapism pattern holding you back from the progress you want to make? Is it in your relationship? Your career? Your health? And what are your brain's vices of choice?

It's time to take a closer look at this stuff.

And if you're like I was, and like a massive portion of modern humanity, then pornography is probably featured in your "top 3 escapes." Which makes sense, because it's ridiculously alluring and addictive to the male brain, which incidentally means that it's one of the most destructive forms of escapism possible.

That's why, if it's still part of your lifestyle, I wholeheartedly recommend taking a closer look at that form of escapism first.

It's like a therapist once told me:

If you're in a boat surrounded by crocodiles that are fixated on taking a bite out of you, focus on the crocodile closest to the boat first. Once you kill that one, you can move on to the next one. You can't beat 7 crocodiles at once, but you can overcome the biggest threat first. Then face the next, and the next. And sadly, pornography is that biggest threat. As much as we may wish it didn't carry such negative consequences, it simply does.


r/pornfree 3h ago

How to make giving up porn easier when single?

4 Upvotes

I’m single and still a virgin but I’m not going to have sex for a while (I’m gay and closeted still but can’t come out just yet). I’ve reduced the amount of porn I watch but I still watch or look at it a few times a week. I’m trying to stop completely but it’s difficult.


r/pornfree 26m ago

3 Weeks clean reflection, observation about how a relapse happens

Upvotes

I went about 6 months, then relapsed hard for about 2 weeks, now I'm 3 weeks clean... and I mean squeaky clean. Cleaned up my instagram algorithm, deleted every porn file I had and wrote over it. Removed anything I could think of as a possible trigger.

I've quit a lot of times... usually when I first meet a woman I'm really excited about, and I want to be all in for them. At some point either the relationship has gone south, or the sex life becomes unsatisfying for some reason, or I get complacent in some way. That's usually when relapses have happened, and when they have, it has been the beginning of the end of the relationship... for better or worse.

I'm starting to notice a pattern. The first few weeks of quitting always feel good, like I'm free and taking control. I focus on other things I've been neglecting like fitness, better diet, social activities, career, etc. Then I start to get comfortable... Maybe I get triggered by an instagram post of an attractive woman or something. I start thinking about what I've missed from X website or what new scenes X pornstar has done. Then I think "I'm doing great, one peek won't hurt." I can just check in and satisfy my curiosity. Then I peek and let it go... but that feeds my curiosity more. Eventually I peek a few more times, thank I think "One time won't hurt" and I PMO... and I love it. And nothing seemingly bad happens. I go back to reality, and before I know it, another cheat day, and another, and soon enough it's a full blown relapse. Until I get so depressed and disgusted with myself I make the choice to quit again.

After 3 weeks I'm starting to get the urges. Things are going great, but my addict brain is trying to play the same tricks on me. So here I am writing about it.

It's a journey, it's a choice. I have the control and so do you. I want the amazing life I know I'm capable of having, and today I choose that. The present moment is what we have, make the choice to be better today.


r/pornfree 45m ago

How much porn did you consume before quitting?

Upvotes

I'm reading this sub for a while now and I completely agree that you're better off without porn. But the way some people here describe porn as some type of heroin that is the root of all evil and everything that is wrong in their lives makes me wonder how much porn did you consume before quitting?


r/pornfree 7h ago

What were your first months of recovery like? Especially after long-term porn use?

6 Upvotes

Hey everyone,

I’m 38 and started watching porn when I was 8. Five months ago, I quit smoking weed, tobacco, and drinking. Now I’ve started kicking off porn too—and surprisingly, this one’s been the hardest.

I’m 20 days in (not my first attempt), and the urges are intense. Weekends are brutal. I feel like I’m under constant stress, it’s hard to focus, and productivity has gone way down. A couple of weeks ago, I even had a really dark week—just deep depression, hard to move through.

So I’m curious—how were your first few months of recovery, especially if you were watching porn for a long time? I think hearing real stories can really help manage expectations and feel less alone in this.

Would love to hear your experience. Thanks and take care!


r/pornfree 13h ago

1 month of no porn, it gets really difficult now

13 Upvotes

Hi to you all,

I'm at the 1 month mark of no porn, no alcohol and no sleep meds.
I notice that the withdrawals are getting worse and worse.
Especially the no porn. It seems that I need porn, or a woman, or sex, to fulfill some inner desire, inner loneliness. I still masturbate without porn, usually once a day or every 2 days, to get rid of the biggest urges.
I feel that porn has been a substitute to real dating, however I've been a serial dater in the past, hooking up with lots of women - and although I'm not against dating or real intimacy at all, I think for me it's a different side of the same coin: needing sexual stimulation for a sense of self worth.

I just deleted Instagram because I notice that I'm pulled towards profiles with scarcely clothed women - definitely a precursor of porn.

I feel really worthless, without porn, without attention from women - I'm posting this to find some support. Do you guys / gals have similar feelings when quitting porn? Anyone recognizes that it seems to get worse after 30 days?

Thanks in advance for taking the time to read. Peace


r/pornfree 4h ago

Annoying urges rn!

2 Upvotes

Been going great past few days but now I’ve got nothing to do. I saw some NSFW stuff and now I’m struggling!

Could use a chat!


r/pornfree 6h ago

How do I stop myself?

3 Upvotes

I’ve been watching porn for 4 years now and I only recently got with this girl I really like. She’s so sweet and beautiful and caring. I want to stop this addiction so I can really be with her. I need help on how to stop it. I haven’t gone 1 day of this month so far without relapsing. I need advice


r/pornfree 37m ago

Please help block all porn from my phone

Upvotes

I am currently trying to get sober for alcohol and I can tell that my brain is trying to find a new addiction. I was exposed to porn at a young age and have been watching it since. I need to quit now. I am assuming I am also addicted to masturbation as those go hand in hand and I should stop that as well. I have tried different apps that block websites, but I just always bypass them. I need an app or something that will keep my from bypassing it. I only use websites and don't really use anything else for porn, so I don't want any other apps to be affected. From my research it sounds like it's all or nothing with some of these apps. I also don't have an IPhone so the parental controls are wacky and will screw stuff up so I'm not sure what to do. I really need to nip this in the bud before it's too late. Please help!

I also have not told anyone about this issue and I could use some advice for reaching out for help.


r/pornfree 4h ago

Stayed with my partner after finding out he was sexting strangers, buying nudes, and cam girls the entire relationship. 3 years later the hurt still comes up.

2 Upvotes

Is there any men who have had partners stay with them after discovering their addiction? If so, how is it going now?

I feel like giving up. I don’t want to feel bad about myself anymore.


r/pornfree 45m ago

60 day chip unlocked

Upvotes

Started going on the offensive with Reddit and social media blocking and muting as many pages as I find. Here’s to 60 more.


r/pornfree 59m ago

H*rny af rn. Help!

Upvotes

Got triggered and I might relapse! Help!


r/pornfree 1h ago

Selling Spoiler

Upvotes

Im selling for money ill show my menu, come money first add my discord @adshskjs


r/pornfree 1h ago

Anyone here help with porn addiction?

Upvotes

Plz let me know 🙏


r/pornfree 19h ago

I started watching porn when I was 12. I just turned 14 today, and I am a month free.

24 Upvotes

I'm very grateful that I was able to find this community early into my addiction. I didn't know about the dangers of porn when I got into it, and without this community I probably wouldn't have found out about them for a while. I just want to thank everyone who has made a post here, because all of the advice here has really helped me quit.


r/pornfree 2h ago

Been free for almost a week. But one thing I've noticed

1 Upvotes

Hi, pornfree has been a lot easier for me than NoFap, because of the lack of physical withdrawal. However something I've noticed is that I keep replaying scenes that I've seen before in porn in my head. Is that healthy? Maybe I'll taper off of this and go back to healthy fantasies? How long does it take usually? Thanks


r/pornfree 6h ago

Day 4 - Relapsed.

2 Upvotes

I got stuck in the same habit loop. It always goes like this for me.
Boredom -> I just keep scrolling reddit or youtube when I have nothing to do -> urges -> I watch porn.

I was in my room today when I should've been outside. Also since it's saturday night, it felt like it was ok to watch porn and "relax".

I think I should just jerk off at night without porn and sleep. I'm probably way too used to releasing before sleeping, so why not do it without porn and just sleep?

Changes I'll make from tomorrow: (note to self)
1. Don't be idle in your room. Only come back to my room after 7PM after switching off all gadgets.
2. Porn is the enemy, not masturbation. It is a huge mistake for you to think that you will also quit masturbation along with porn. You keep resisting the urges to masturbate. You shouldn't resist them. Instead, you should either be busy or just masturbate without porn and sleep. Understand that.
3. Maintain a journal to note what is going in your mind before you feel like relapsing.


r/pornfree 3h ago

I want to quit porn and masturbation but keep having sex

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It feels like everytime i masturbate i end up relapsing so i want to quit as a substitute for porn i used my girlfriends nudes it was stupid but i have a hard time with my triggers and idk how to go about this


r/pornfree 3h ago

Day 29

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Things are moving in the right direction. I haven’t watched porn or masturbated for the past 29 days.

At around the third week, I had 2 encounters one with an escort and one with a masseuse who did extra services. For me this will be my way of release when I have the chance.

I am starting to feel myself taking control of my stress and managing my emotions without the need to self soothe with porn or social media(I implemented social media limit almost a month ago)

I am planning to start a fetish therapy to see the root cause of my need to watch humiliation porn and other types of perverse genres.

2 days ago, I started journalling at the end of the day. These will probably help me keep track of my emotions and look back and have insight on my journey.

Thanks for reading. See you guys next week.


r/pornfree 7h ago

How do I get back on the saddle again?

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I’ve been trying to get back on the saddle for months now the highest streak I had was 68 days and that was last April, I just go 6 days and then relapse each time I need help on getting back especially because I have a hard time coming to terms with the stuff I watch


r/pornfree 4h ago

Pls help me - porn has been bad for me I think

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How to realize that I have a porn addiction/ get real w myself? I’ve had so much bad shit happen to me because of porn /masturbating. Bad shit. Spent so much money. Used so much time. How do I actually stop watching porn/jerking off? I’ve tried so many times and have stopped for up to almost about 2 and a half months before, but I can’t get back on the horse and how do I stop/ want to stop?! Please help