i feel lost

[u/Consistent_Builder90]

im not doing well. the only thing that's stopping me is thinking of a student at my school. his mother committed suicide when he was 3. he was 9 when i knew him and he would still hug his shadow teacher and cry for his mother on. a regular basis. i can't do that to my daughter. but i feel like i cant breathe. i left my home to follow my husband to a new country. im so lonely. and now we're going somehwhere else? i cant. i just want calm. i love her but i want calm .

[u/Blobbythegreat]

First of all, I am very sorry for how you are feeling, this seems so tough to deal with. If this is not overstepping, would you like to tell us what's going on ? If you are lost, maybe i could help.