I played the paper game in the mid-late nineties; I came on board just as Mirage was released, and stayed with it until mid-1999 when I realized that as a newlywed with a son on the way, the game was just too expensive for me to keep up.
Pretty much ignored the game in the following years until about six months ago, when I got a new PC, the first one I ever had with a good enough graphics card to run this game smoothly.
I love how the game works, but after another few months at the game, playing primarily with an Orzhov Standard deck that I like the feel of, that I don't think I'm ever going to be good at it.
I try to spend as little money as possible, collecting packs and wildcards at the pace that playing for free-ish allows me, but every good deck out there is chock-full of rares and mythics that I just don't have and can't get at a fast enough pace. Then when I finally am able to put together a deck that I like that works in the meta, that meta has passed it by and moved on to something even better.
I've never really had much of a mind for strategy. I know the rules of chess, for example, but the ability to see five and six moves ahead and set up gambits and stratagems seems beyond me. Unfortunately the amount of Rube-Goldberg style decks where there are nine or more cards on the board that all interact and synergize with each other, taking four minutes to complete a turn while I'm sitting there waiting to place another swamp is intensely frustrating.
Does this come to people in time, or is the game simply to fast for me to keep up?