Exactly same thing here. I'm upset at myself for not caring . Sometimes it feels like my friends care more about my personal failures than I do myself.
This sounds so familiar. My ex-wife is always complaining "you would do it if you cared enough" or "if it was important enough". I do care, it is important...but there is some sort of, for lack of a better word, apathy. It's like I'm on the outside looking at myself, yelling at myself to do something, but can't make myself start.
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u/Degru May 30 '17 edited May 30 '17
Exactly same thing here. I'm upset at myself for not caring . Sometimes it feels like my friends care more about my personal failures than I do myself.