So, I have already got my F1 visa for an average university in which I have got a full tuition scholarship for Computer Science.
I had applied to Umich, Texas tech, UT Austin, NYUAD and other good universities but I got rejected from most of them and some of them were expensive even after aid. So that is why I went with my safety choice.
But due to the current risk and chaos under current administration, I am having doubts if I should go to study in the US right now or not.
I was already taking a gap year for my applications, so I had joined a bachelor's degree here in my home country. Till now, I am already through 2 semesters here but I wasn't liking it here because the semester results are published really late. For example, our first semester results came in after our 2nd semester exams were over. So a WHOLE 6 months late.
I shared my concern with my parents but they say that I should not waste this opportunity. Actually, the fault also lies on me too. They have advised me in the past to continue my bachelor's here but back then I was hopeful about my applications and even if I had to go for the safety choice I would make it work by studying hard in the US. And my parents supported me.
That is why my parents are saying to me that you cannot take these decisions on a whim.
So I am really conflicted and don't know what to do. Regret goes both ways. I know that I will regret the decision despite what I choose. But I am really pulling my hair right now because I don't know what decision to make 😭😭
I don't have plans to permanently immigrate to the US but I want to come back to my country after some years of experience.
So any advice people ? Will I be making a rash decision if I decide not to go?