I've decided to start reading more non-fiction books this year. Stories of real people always fascinated me and it's always amazing to see how they convey their experiences through words and ink. I read I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou last month and it's by far one of the best autobiographies I've come across so far.
This book is the first one from the series about her life and covers her life from childhood till the birth of her son. From the very first pages, I immediately became interested in Maya's story and the more I read, the more I felt like I knew her. It was like reading about a dear old friend.
Maya's life had not been easy. From a young age, her and her brother, Bailey, experienced the pain of abandonment when their parents sent them to live with their grandma in Stamps, a small Southern town. Their life in this small community, although not luxurious, it was comfortable and provided Maya with a sense of comfort and familiarity. From a very young age she developed a love for reading and writing, to which she would devote her life later on.
Everything changed once Maya and Bailey's mother decided to take them with her to St. Louis. Bailey was ecstatic to live with his mom but Maya was reluctant to abandon the place she called home. During this period, one of the worst events in her life occurred - she was raped by her mother's partner.
My heart panged for eight years old Maya. She was so confused and afraid. The portrayal of the aftermath and what happened after her rapist's conviction made me want to cry. She had to keep it secret because that monster had threatened to kill Bailey and Maya, who loved her brother so much, spoke no word. After that, she became a shell of her own self. She avoided talk and the only person with whom she felt comfortable talking to was her brother.
Throughout her life, Maya had experienced racism. A particular event that made my blood boil was when a white dentist, whom her grandmother had helped in the past, refused to treat her painful tooth ache because of their color. I literally saw red. But Maya did not succumb. Determined and strong spirited, she learnt to endure hate and not bow in front of white folks -whom she strongly disliked. I cheered for her when she managed to secure a job as a streetcar conductor -the first black woman in San Francisco to do so, mind you!
Speaking of racism, what surprised me is the portrayal of racism from black people towards Asians in the '40s, when Maya and Bailey moved to San Francisco to live again with their mother. WW2 had a great impact in the Asian community of the city and that lead to black people's rise in economy. Although they didn't abuse Asians in the same way whites treated black people, they still treated them in an inferior way, especially after gaining financial power. I know that this is an insignificant part in Maya's story but I found it interesting that she did not shy away from showing how abused people will seek to stand above weaker ones, once they gain the upper hand.
Family relationships was one of the most prominent themes in the book. Throughout my read, I found the parts about Maya's interaction with her family to be very emotional. She loved her grandma and uncle, even though they showed it in different ways. She struggled to reconnect with her mother, treating her as a stranger, only to warm up and even look up to her. Their relationship was oh, so complex and yet so beautiful. But the relationship I adored was the one with her brother. As someone who has a sibling, I related with Maya's love and devotion to Bailey. The siblings were close to each other and even when they argued, they still cared.
I loved Maya's prose. The writing was mostly simple but in some parts it became lyrical and beautiful. There was beauty even in sadness and sorrow. The descriptions of the places and people were very vivid and there were so many extracts that made me pause and think for a moment.
Although the book has many sad moments, there is also so much hope and optimism. It reminds us that we need to work to make a better life for ourselves and that we shouldn't allow anyone and anything to take our will to live. The journey is not easy. But the outcome will be worth.
I really admired Angelou. I really did. A strong, independent woman, who loved her family and who sought a better life. Despite the hardships she had endured, she didn't back down and she managed to navigate in her life, no matter where she was or with whom. I am more than eager to read the rest of her biographies and it's certain to say that I have found a new role model.