This game was there for me when nobody else was, just logging in, do some chores in game to distract myself, get happy at the little progress I made at the game because slowly but surely I was achieving my goals.
Just logging in at times and seeing someone in Gchat go "hey, how's it going x?" Or "just in time X I need someone to help me"
This game represents a safe space in my mind and house, just seeing images of the map and reliving memories in my mind is enough to change my mood.
Many people won't understand but I sure am happy for it
Counterpoint: I had a large number of friends from all different walks. My parents allowed me unfettered access to a dopamine monster they didn't understand. I neglected my friends which I'm sure made them feel some kind of way. I didn't even realize I was doing it. I'm extremely regretful of this time period in my life even though I made cool "friends" online and had an absolute blast.
1.5k
u/spooky_pokey Oct 31 '24
Many people won't understand.
This game was there for me when nobody else was, just logging in, do some chores in game to distract myself, get happy at the little progress I made at the game because slowly but surely I was achieving my goals.
Just logging in at times and seeing someone in Gchat go "hey, how's it going x?" Or "just in time X I need someone to help me"
This game represents a safe space in my mind and house, just seeing images of the map and reliving memories in my mind is enough to change my mood.
Many people won't understand but I sure am happy for it