r/depression 1d ago

I need someone to talk

I am so depressed these past few weeks and I am starting to have suicidal thoughts.

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u/Out0fit 1d ago

Everyday I wake up and am disappointed that I woke up.

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u/IloveLegs02 21h ago

I get that feeling every morning too

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u/Much_Tune_6642 17h ago

Real.when will this end

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u/Out0fit 14h ago

i dunno. ive felt this way for most of my life. even when im in a relationship i feel alone and like this so im not really sure why....i cant do that to my parents tho so im still here i guess.

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u/Good-Alternative-937 1d ago

Me too, it's getting so difficult to simply survive. I am at that point that I don't want to speak with anyone, including my parents. No one understands me why I am so quiet. I don't know how to come out of this...

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u/rightro 22h ago

Same -When someone contacts me if feel irritated if they don't I feel lonely ....I just want my brain to shut up let me breathe

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u/Kikipanthera 1d ago

So you are not alone

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u/Kikipanthera 1d ago

Having had these thoughts I know what it is, and I have no family or friends to talk to about it... you feel alone

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u/Enock_kisamiyo 1d ago

Loneliness sucks

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u/Hot_Lack_4868 1d ago

Did anything happen? 

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u/One_Path7384 1d ago

I'm sorry you are feeling bad. I get it too and some days are worse than others. Are you seeing a dr or therapist? Do you have someone you can talk to?

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u/teduh 23h ago

Just wanted to add to the others' comments that we're here for you if you want to talk. You're definitely not alone in this. Lots of us can relate to what you're going through.

Try to remember that the reality of your situation is probably not nearly as bad as you've built it up to be in your head. There are lots of things you can try doing to help yourself get through this. Talking to others about it is a good start!

Hang in there and don't lose hope. Better days are ahead. :)

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u/AGoodSatyr 23h ago

I understand that feeling that it doesn't make much difference whether we are in this world or not, but the reality is that whether we are alone or not, it does make a lot of difference. We just need to find the right place for us.

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u/Frequent-Baker4395 23h ago

We all sometimes have suicidal thoughts but if you ever need someone to talk I can talk with you.

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u/IloveLegs02 21h ago

I am here for you

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u/GloveDry7734 19h ago

just saw your post.

I've been through so much in the past year it's like I don't feel like getting out of bed when I don't have to.

you're not alone.

start reading playing video games try to interact a little bit with social media.

usually a little exercise in a hot shower you'll feel like a different person as I'm writing this I have to do it myself lol

but it's the truth you get up change your sheets on your bed do a little exercise whether walking or stationary bike take a hot shower and a big bowl of soup

you'll feel like another person

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u/lostboy_pan 23h ago

You got a facebook?

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u/No_Inflation9223 22h ago

Me too I was in remission for 8 years and now I’m suicidal I take meds but they are not working

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u/Aurelien_Aix 20h ago

Sometimes I just wish that I could just shot it, feeling empty or … I can not even right word,

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u/breynnmike 19h ago

Whats going on? How is your afternoon going?

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u/forestlink1224 19h ago

I also need someone to talk to.

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u/sjsjjsjsk 18h ago

Let's talk! I'll listen : )

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u/Numerous_Sleep_6604 17h ago

I understand this feeling as I am going through the same thing. It's not good for you to bottle up your emotions. If you want to talk to somebody,I am here for you.

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u/SavedByChristAlways 1d ago

I had suicidal thoughts but Jesus helped me and worked for me. He works. If a car in which we praise it's creators for its design breaks and kill people that doesn't mean there is no creator. I am so sorry you are feeling this way. That sounds depressing. Jesus smiles when you smile and cries when you cry. He understands you and is here like no other. We sinned and would've gone to hell. He died for our sins that we may go to heaven. Pray this prayer. Dear Heavenly Father, forgive my sins for I am sorry of all that I did. I know you died for my sins so that I may have eternal life. I thank you and want this gift. Please guide me closer to you! In Jesus's name, Amen Praying for you