Cause I always imagine epic fights scenes and need to burn off the epicness

Also for folks saying they do this but not as good, I just have a lot of practice. Yours can look this good too I've been doing these since like 6th grade and I'm 25 now.

I also use a lot of optical illusions and brain tricks to hide mistakes, if you zoom in you can find plenty of areas that are by no means perfect but they're hidden by the visual busyness of the patterns.

If you're curious about that part of it, I highly recommend listening to this Star Talk Episode about the science of illusion with Teller from Penn & Teller.

it has such a nice and gentle nutty flavor and you can use it as the base for other things like teriyaki bowls or taco bowls and i get these packages that you microwave for 90 seconds, they’re somehow amazing. NOTHING but love for brown rice.

maybe it’s because i got made fun of for my taste in music or the songs that gave me particular joy, or because i personally can find solace and entertainment in almost every type of genre, it just has to sound good to my ears and brain, but i just hate it when people act like their taste of music is superior.

MUSIC, LIKE HUMOR, IS DEEPLY PERSONAL. FUCK OFF WITH YOUR CHILDISH ASS TAKE ABOUT HOW ONLY YOUR FAV GENRE IS THE CHOSEN ONE. YOURE JUST AN ASS.

anyways, tell me about your fav type of music because i’m interested in listening to new stuff :3

I DEFINITELY AM!!!!!!!!

i don’t even know how to make friends and i’m too embarrassed about the current state of my life to meet new people anyways but i am painfully lonely and incredibly isolated. so isolated that sometimes i don’t feel like a real person.

i’m unemployed so the vast majority of my in person human interaction is the small talk with a cashier when i actually leave the house. but i have no money because i don’t work so i hardly go to any stores. just a few words exchanged. i occasionally hang out with my sister but that’s it. i spend basically all of my time at home alone in my bedroom with my cat and while i love her more than anything, i need a human friend. i am desperate for one. i like my alone time, just not 95% of my time being alone in one room and nobody to at least text to chat with. it’s been like 3 years of this and it’s making me suicidal tbh.

i have a group chat with my “friends” but they barely respond to me. sometimes i feel like replying stops the conversation. i don’t even see these people more than once a year and i’m not close with them and at this point i feel like we’re not friends.

earlier i tried to tell them about my friendship bread starter because i was excited and nobody replied. it was the second time i mentioned it cause they didn’t acknowledge me the first time when i started it last week. i get excited about the jams and desserts i make so i want to tell them about it but they often ignore me. they always share pictures of their pets but when i do they barely respond. i think maybe i’m taking it personally, i just want someone to pay attention to me and talk to me. i feel fucking invisible. i also feel fucking stupid for crying about this shit.

They were actually quite yummy, and the sauce was a Peruvian aji sauce which happens to be something I enjoy paired with potato stuff.

I FUCKING HATE ANTS, I HATE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH, THEY ARE EVERYWHERE, THEY'RE IN MY BED, ON MY DESK, ON MY FOOD, ON MY DRINKS, IN MY FUCKING DESK TOP MONITOR, EVERYWHERE! I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHAT JOB THEY DO FOR THE ECOSYSTEM I WANT THEM GONE, KILL THEM, THROW THEM INTO THE FUCKING OCEAN

Its so common for some reason and I do not respect it, at all. Its super ableist and gross af. Because what they are basically saying is just "I cannot imagine a deaf blind person accomplishing anything, it seems too hard, therefor she's faking". Even though there are tons of other deaf blind people who have made similar accomplishments, and tons of science around how to help them. Showing they pretty much always can learn language and live rich full lives as long as they are given the right resources and accommodations.

I keep seeing people saying this on dating app profiles in particular for some reason. And on the one hand it's like, thanks for making it easy to sort you out, cus yikes. But also, you're a bigot and I hate you. Like it's actually a really big deal and says so much about a person. It absolutely disgusts me how pervasive this is in my generation. Just, why??

Neurotypicals not being prejudiced af for literally no reason challenge (Impossible)

So a few months ago my therapist diagnosed me with autism officially. Everyone knows and understands this, including teachers and doctors. Except my dad. For some reason he thinks my therapist lied or brainwashed me or something. It’s literally in my treatment plan. I have a certificate of authenticity or whatever. This man is more dense than a neutron star. I literally cannot do anything to convince him it’s official 😭.

I want to review the sonic franchise, and I have a joke lined up for when I talk about Ian Flynn (the IDW writer).

"Ian is like...You know that weird kid. Like that really weird kid, the one that would base his entire identity around sonic. He memorised every line, made sonic jokes everywhere. And always wanted to play sonic with his friends."

"But that's enough talking about my school life, so lets get back on track"

I went to the rally in DC yesterday.

There was very little mention by the speakers throughout the event on disability rights. And fighting back against what Trump is doing to people with disabilities. It is a key issue for me as I have been out of a job since September. And it's statically shows that it's harder for autistics to get employed.

For me it’s tater tots. I actually do like them but they’re not my go-to when it comes to comfort foods. I much prefer fries if I get anything potato.

ITS SO GFUCKING CUTE RAWR I LVOE IT also i dont know where to post it so i thought i will here

ive never posted about this publically but im trying to figure out why and how common it is

being autistic this was the first place to ask and im wodnering; does anyone else find blood romantic?

like its just inherently attractive? like a natural part of love and its incomplete without it

I love the color and the taste and I dont think I could be happy with a partner who didnt understand this because it just wouldnt be complete without it

dont know if this is common among autistic people or if im just the weird one and no this post is not satire

edit: I feel like I should have specified this is nonsexual; otherwise I wouldnt post about it

One day, we should all just say things NTs say about autistics back to them...

Because being neurotypical is such a superpower

Gimme your suggestions I need them.

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