r/psychics • u/spiritgeee • 2h ago
I would like your opinion on my experience.
About 10 years ago, I went to see a psychic. I went as a complete non believer.
Stunning beautiful woman. The rare type of beauty where you momentarily lose basic motor functions around them. Dirty blonde hair. Highlights.
The reading was short and focused around a girlfriend I had at the time. I was told in no uncertain terms she was "not wired up right" and "the longer I stay the worse it gets".
Hard to hear as we had just bought a house together. Although there had already been some minor red flags.
Psychic was right. 100%. The girlfriend turned out to be a very dark and twisted individual.
A year later I go back to see the psychic. More of a believer now, but not blindly so. Absolutely not. I messed up the parking meter, so only had 40mins of parking for my 1 hour appointment. I get to the building and the psychic is waiting for me outside already. "Messed up the meter? We best hurry up!" She said.
We sit down. "Can I have full access?" She asks. I'm like "sure" without even thinking it through much. "Are you sure?" She asked. I say yes. She celebrates with hand clapping and by saying "oh good". I'm taken back by this and ask "how many people have you asked for full access?". She said "just you".
"Can I hypnotize you?" I say yes, but good luck. It's been tried before and doesn't work on me.
She moves on. "What do you want to know?" She says. "I want to know my future" I state. "Why?" She says. "Because if I know what's comming I can change it for the better" was my response. She looked at me like I'm a complete moron. "Are you absolutely sure? Most people can't handle that type of information - you can... Just....."
She advised me I have the gift and I should go to the Arthur Findlay College. "But you don't" she said.
What unfolded next is difficult to explain. She told me the next 10 years of my life in great detail without naming names or places. People I meet, jobs I have. Deliberately excluding the key words like names. It felt like she knew, but she wasn't telling me? I can only imagine she was circumnavigating some unspoken cosmic rule? Experiences I go through, mainly bad. COVID, lockdowns even what I wrote on my mask all without saying the key words. With the benefit of hindsight I am amazed how she managed to cram so much information into less than an hour, even if she was bombarding me with information... Which she wasn't. It was a very relaxed pace. The skill involved in painting such a clear picture whilst leaving out key identifiers is quite frankly mind blowing. Intimidating even.
So you guys keep interest, I wrote the word "Tyranny" on my mask. She never said that word, not did she use the term COVID or even lock down, but she laughed that I stop wearing it as the shape of the mask makes it look like another word. My sister asked me why I wrote "tranny" on my mask.... I stopped wearing it!
She tells me I meet a woman. "Well technically you have already met her". The mood changes here. Pace is a lot slower, feels more emotionally charged. Her focus is more on me . "Well actually you meet a lot of women! My word that's a lot of people!" She laughs,
"This one has has strawberry blonde hair. This one's special. But there is a problem, she's married". She then went on with great sadness telling me how unhappy this woman is in her marriage. "She was young and never thought she would find someone like her". She went on to tell me how in love me and this woman become "so in love that it makes people stop and stare in the street". Things we do together, places we go. She made it sound like it was the ultimate relationship. How I contact her respectfully multiple times from a distance to confess my love.
"Can I ask you a question?" She says after telling me this story. "Of course" I said.
"Do you love me? Be honest"
This snaps me out of my peaceful flowing mood. "Ermm I think you are pretty awesome, but I'm sorry - No"
"That's ok, it must come later"
Times up! parking meter! She's rushing me out the door. "Oh no" she said. "It wasn't supposed to happen like that" staring into space. She turns and looks at me "IM SO SORRY, oh oh quick just go"
I was completely oblivious at that time and even for a year afterwards. It took a long time to piece all this back together. She even mentioned I'm walking around a supermarket when I work it all out and I stop and look around for her.
This is a seriously condensed summary of the whole encounter. It would be pages and pages long otherwise.
This was almost 10 years ago. There have been many women, but I haven't given any of them my heart, not properly, because it belongs to her. The psychic.
I have emailed her, ashamedly a few times. it's was not well received. Married would you guess!
I have waited every day for 10 years for her to magically arrive, like she said she would. To no avail.
Kind of feel I've been victim to a very cruel and elaborate form of psychic abuse. Not to mention the weight of knowing my future (all come true).
It's actually done a bit of an unpleasant number on me if I'm honest. Heartbroken over a love I never even got to experience and CPTSD over worrying about things to come.
What do you think?
Oh, forgot to mention. I checked her website last year. Guess what colour she dyed her hair......