r/stopdrinking 3d ago

Bartended a party for some well-off elder acquaintances, blacked out mid-shift, jumped in pool naked, eventually had to be carried out cause I couldn’t walk

I’m sure there’s videos on several peoples phones. Left a mess and left them with no bartender. Many people who I know & weren’t at the party were told. Oh, and nobody was swimming..

I’ve done a lot of embarrassing shit while drunk, but that one was one of the more recent and most shameful. This was a couple years ago. I kept on drinking.

Today, I am 5 months sober.

I don’t have daily thoughts of suicide anymore. I can’t remember when the last time I cried was.

IWNDWYT

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