I’m 14 episodes into a 90-day YouTube challenge — filming, editing and uploading even when I feel unsure.

Today’s episode was recorded in one take, outdoors, with no script. Just a black dress, a garden, and a need to express something.

I’m documenting the process while I’m still in it. It’s messy, honest, a bit vulnerable — and maybe that’s the point.

I don’t have a niche. I don’t have a formula. I just show up with a camera and let the story unfold.

Curious if anyone else started their channel with only a vague idea and an inner pull? Would love to hear how others navigate the early days of posting when nothing feels “ready.”