Odd. Reddit seems to be having flashbacks.

Yeah natural sunlight is precious.

But how did you reply to a 7 year old comment? I thought comments locked after 3 or 4 months.

All the time you'd normally spend on your brother's homework, use that to find and work a job instead, so you won't be dependent on your mother.

Helping your brother is good but your own work and sanity has priority, and actually doing his work for him is cheating.

If you're actually doing his work and get caught then that might even get you kicked from college.

Not sarcastic. He was demonstrating to all the other recruits that Gump had the right way of thinking.

Ich such im Schnee vergebens
nach ihrer Tritte Spur
wo sie an meinem Arme
durchstrisch die grüne Flür

Ich will den Böden küssen
durschdringen Eis und Schnee
mit meinen heißen Trainen
bis ich die Erde see

Wo find ich eine Blute
wo find ich grüness Grass?
die Blumen sind Erstorben
der Rasen sieht so blass

Sol den kein Angedenken
Ich nehmen mit von hier
wenn meine Schmerzen schweigen
Wer sagt mir dann von ihr?

Mein Herz ist wie erstorben
Kalt starrt ihr Bild darin
Schmilzt je das Herz mir wieder
Fliesst auch ihr Bild dahin.

What do you think might help you?

That's understandable.

But at least you're in a safe place now, and maybe you can start healing emotionally.

Anti depressants aren't the only way to help. Can you see a therapist? Do you have hobbies?

It doesn't look that bad, and might be drive-able again just by pulling the fender and fender liner away and replacing the tire. Good thing you have insurance though.

I just feel like an idiot.

We all have our moments. At least you didn't wreck someone else or hurt someone, so you can just cringe and move on.

Being in debt sucks but hopefully you can make progress on it and pay it down and start saving. Would it be practical for you guys to move closer to your work places (or at least one of them) so you would have to drive to work?

I am so so so sorry. I know now that there's nothing that can make it better. I don't know what else to say. I'm so sorry. I hate to say it but I know how you feel. I'm sorry.

Self-critical inner thoughts are actually pretty common. Sometimes it helps just to know that you're not the only one who has them.

And maybe try arguing back with them.

Have you tried temp companies? Sometimes they're a good way to get started in the workforce.

Some people really do get better with time, and just because you might have those disorders doesn't mean they won't get easier to deal with with time, experience, and help.

atleast now I’ll get the help I need.

I'm glad to hear it, and glad that you had so many people concerned about you and trying to help you, and glad that you seem to appreciate that.

I hope things get better for you.

That's a lot of terrible stuff you've been through, but it's not your fault.

Are you at least in a safe place now?

I'm sorry for the loss of your doggy, but at 12 years you gave it a long, good life.

Don't scratch - try massaging yourself instead, it helps give you positive stimulation without damaging you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gyPaJSGDqS0

How long have you felt this way?

Did something in particular happen? Do you know why you are suicidal?

What kind of car does he have? Have you checked for an extended warranty or any class action suit?

Is your car still drive-able? Repairable?

You might also try /r/personalfinance/

And /r/frugal to try to catch up on the debt.

Is she still living with her family? Perhaps if she gets some distance between her and her high-pressure family will help her have some breathing room.

Keep listening to her, and keep reaching out to let her know you're there.

I'm not sure how else to ask but how are you?

How old are you?

Do you have medical care/insurance?

Any hobbies or interests?

You'd only be a terrible person if you ruined everything on purpose.

Maybe you can't get anyone to love you back is probably because you're surrounded by jerks.

but the thought of him looking at other women and finding them more attractive breaks my heart.

A guy who's with the most beautiful woman in the world will still look at other women.

You don't need to be the best/most beautiful to be pleasing to him.

If you cut your face off then you definitely won't be very attractive. Try gentle slaps to the sides of your face instead.

Go no contact, he's trash and you don't need to be addicted to yesterday's garbage.

I cant picture myself getting a job and living alone even tho i want that right now.

You NEED that right now. Live alone, be self sufficient, date new guys, and don't put up with abusive behavior.

Why do you despise yourself?

Thank you very much.