r/Narcolepsy • u/No-Seaworthiness3339 • 46m ago
Rant/Rave Sunshine and Rainbows
This is going to be a long one so I apologise for that.
I’m in my 30s. A few years ago, I started napping during the day because I started feeling tired all the time. It began around the time I had a throat infection. Soon, I was sleeping 16 hours a day. This was when I started to feel depressed and went back on antidepressants, which I’d been on a couple of times before. They helped my mood, but sleep increased up to 20 hours on days off. Even on workdays, I’d come home so tired I’d fall asleep before eating.
Doctors found I had a heart rhythm problem that had been dismissed for over a decade as anxiety related. Post ablation, I still felt exhausted. I had to cut my work hours. A sleep specialist tested me with an MSLT after other tests showed nothing. I wasn’t told to stop my antidepressants, not aware at the time they suppress REM onset. I fell asleep in all four test naps and got diagnosed with IH. By then, it’d been over two years, and I had to quit my job because I couldn’t handle conflicts with my health. Later, I noticed cataplexy-like events on theme park rides. I remembered it happening once before post hypersomolence onset, but I’d ignored it as maybe a near faint episode. But I had never before had this issue.
A different sleep specialist was frankly horrible. Once he heard that I had any kind of mental health history, he was sold and it was blatantly obvious. Though he did briefly state that my antidepressants could have impacted the test. I looked into the why afterwards on my own.
Later, I started feeling dizzy and sometimes near faint when standing. Notably worse in heat. I read studies linking sleep disorders, autonomic issues, and autoimmune diseases. After some home tests, my symptoms matched POTS. Initially, my doctor agreed it could be after going through study details and the national POTS site with him. No readings were taken that visit. I tapered off my antidepressants to see if they were hiding symptoms and potentially resulting in a false negative MSLT. After that, I started having partial cataplexy episodes in less extreme situations.
I went back to my initial sleep doctor who has requested another sleep study, as he was more confident that this is Narcolepsy type 1, and confirmed the other symptoms sounded like POTS.
The next time I visited my regular doctor, he had said that my ablation could explain temporary arythmias. My ablation was over 6 months ago, and the information I've found previously suggests 3-6 months for irregularities to cease from medical sites. Then he asked me where I got the idea of POTS from, and further suggested that social media is not a good source for medical information. He asked suggestive questions about things I'd already answered. I was absolutely floored, he's never been remotely like this. At this point I'm crying in my appointment, my doctor is no longer taking in what I've been saying. He's outright saying things contradictory to my previous statements. I'm losing faith and feeling totally dismissed. But no doubt my tears only helped the opinion that it's all in my head. I've said my mood is now low because of all this, it has such a huge impact on all aspects of my life when I used to have very little issues. It doesn't follow patterns for my previous depression. I've been dismissed before for my arythmia, and it's happening again when I'm struggling to have the energy to push back.
Depression is a symptom of Narcolepsy, but it's only being considered a cause for hypersomolence despite all the red flags. How is anyone expected to feel? Is it any suprise that it takes so long to get these types of conditions diagnosed? Should it be expected of anyone to smile and pretend every day isn't a struggle?
I'm exhausted and depressed, but I'm angry too. I'm going to have the repeat MSLT and I'm going to see the heart specialist. On bad days, where I feel like I'm going to pass out I now plan on going to hospital. Things I wasn't doing to avoid inconveniencing others, I won't be doing anymore.