Is this why I’m somewhat stable?

[u/AsleepYellow3]

So I still live with my parents because I can’t afford to live comfortably in my own country. I feel like my life is somewhat structured because I do a lot of things because I’m in my parent’s house. But I can’t help but think I would be on the right side of I could live by my own means.

[u/autisticbulldozer]

yes 😂 my mom kept me on a consistent routine my entire life and when i went off to college on my own, everything fell apart. all of my inner struggles were no longer inner, and they were amplified to the max. i was already diagnosed but did not have a clear picture of how much my mom was keeping me stable until i had to function without her 😂