r/blackcats • u/jmcianos • Sep 14 '24

Mourning My void is dying and I’m sad

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Just that. She’s fifteen, has cancer, I’ve had her for thirteen years and I’m devastated. I wanted to share her with everyone, as she’s brought me so much joy and I’m going to miss her terribly. I started palliative care this week, and she just took a turn for the worse. Her name is Mortimer. It’s cheesy, but she’s my best friend.

It’s a few year old, but that’s my favorite picture of her.

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u/[deleted] Sep 14 '24

In the quiet corners of our lives, there are companions who fill the spaces with their gentle presence. Your dear void has been a silent guardian, a little shadow who walked with you through the years, offering love without words. At 15 years old, she’s been a witness to so many moments, a comfort in times both good and bad. Though her body is tired and the time has come to say goodbye, her spirit will always linger in the places she loved and in the hearts she’s touched. She’s more than just a cat; she’s a piece of the love and memories that will stay with you forever. May her journey be peaceful, and may you find comfort in knowing she felt your love every step of the way.

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u/jmcianos Sep 14 '24

I’ve never gotten so emotional reading a comment from a stranger on the internet. I’m crying. Thank you.

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u/SoExtra Sep 14 '24

My void is only four and I fully had a meltdown at the idea of this being my future. 

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u/flying_ichthyoid Sep 14 '24

My void is 9 and I just hugged him tight. I have another one, a cowcat, that just turned 10 that was diagnosed with IBD earlier this year that I was terrified I was going to lose. They're so fragile and time with them is so fleeting. ❤

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u/Tiny_Parfait Sep 14 '24

I took my 9yo cat for booster shots this week and the vet tech asking if I wanted to run senior bloodwork for her. Like, she does kickflips in the hallway when she thinks I'm not looking, what do you mean my baby is old?! 😭

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u/Calyx76 Sep 14 '24

My void isn't even 1 yet. I'm heading home to hug him now.

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u/jmcianos Sep 14 '24

I’m devastated at the thought of losing her, but she’s made me so happy for so many years. No amount of pain I’m feeling right now will ever stop me from absolutely cherishing the life I had with her 🖤. Give your void a big hug for me.

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u/themoonmightbecheese Sep 14 '24

Don’t focus on “what ifs” with your sweet void. You have him/her now- don’t miss out on the precious moments you can have ❤️