I developed insomnia in February, due to a "relationship event". Effectively a situation has been on my mind non-stop since then. I've never experienced insomnia before.
I've had a weird sleeping pattern for years. I go to sleep about 5/6 am and then wake up early afternoon. My body was completely fine with this until the aforementioned event happened.
When I try to sleep, I don't feel anxious, my heart rate is normal, but I just can't turn my brain "off" and I just lay awake. I'm not sure if I drift in/out. I do have dreams but I'm sure I'm still awake whilst having them. I sometimes notice it's hard for my eyes to relax whilst closed. They keep moving around, which keeps me awake. I mentioned it to my eye consultant but he said it's not Nystagmus.
I'm not a massive fan of taking medicine. I was taking Nytol (regular), it seemed to work and then I read it's linked to dementia- great! I came off Nytol and now I cannot sleep.
Things like CBT will probably take months to work.
I don't really know what to do? I'm going to try and see a sleep neurologist soon.
EDIT recent bloods are all fine, normal glucose. B12, Thyroid etc.
Any suggestions for medicine which is safe long-term would be appreciated. I'm considering melatonin.