I’m not a type of person who brave to call a complaint…. But I call the sheriff because my county I live in have a new law says anyone can call a complaint for folks who are loud at night past ten pm for noicy disturbances the neighborhood. I waited all night till ten pm and I think it work! But speaking up is not me because I’m usually told to be quiet. I’m brave inside but I’m not a social person.

I have a lot preying on my mind rn. My ex wife is always in the back plotting (imagined and real plots so far, but maybe one day she will come off it). My boss and friend passed a few weeks ago from a heart attack. Work has made some significant changes due to this. This past Thursday my dad was taken to the hospital and is up for a pretty high risk surgery on his heart this Tuesday. I'm trying to figure out how I'll talk to my son about my dad (his papaw), and if I should just yet. I don't really have any friends around me, or at all...I'm just horrible about keeping in contact. It's all just piling on, and I'm feeling the stress pretty hard.

Someone message me please

I cant handle it its all too much

Seeking Empathy

For the second week in the row I've been sleeping late and waking up early for college obviously deprived for whole week and I've slept all day this day to recover from it all. With exams coming up and all I've been procrastinating, I'm not being able to study for maybe two weeks not study the thing Every time I post something into my batch group asking for methods or help how to study faster I get the usual response of you just study more and it'll all be good And I just can't fucking handle it It too fucking much that as simple as that My body feels like it worn out should have been wine by like three generations of people torn beaten and still did this day being stinky being forced to house stinky fucking legs off people made of slides and tables and PDFs and some reason lectures Even this fucking text, I'm writing with Apple voice to speech because I can't fucking be bothered to type all this Go to the point where I really want to hurt myself, Funny thing is, it's been happening for two years every time with each exam and I've not been conscious of it. It's like it happens and I can't. I just don't think about it. It just happens and I go with it. I want to try to stimulants I think I would benefit from trying to talk to somebody What I probably Want any of those? But I bet I want you any of those But I will, I bet I want to do any of those Although I bet I wont to do any of those And I'll just def fourth back to the habit of drowning myself in addictions of pornography and reels like I've been doing for the past two years with every time with every period where I I don't study and I procrastinate an exam come up and I have to fight up to you weeks of studying days of studying lost(where I tried my absolute fucking hardest not to lose) and all that with the usual jealousy and envy my peers who look to have been able to study and seem to have been able to study all along. And also with my usual questioning from my parents as to I have procrastinated why did I let things end up this way? I have time you could do it you're smart." Why don't you do it? Why don't you study?" Which further exaggerates the situation even though they're trying to help even though they're being really really really not harsh But all the same, it all just feels like knives in my stomach

I just wanna cry with this shit of my own I can't deal with this shit on my own But there's no fucking help in the horizon, the kind of shit I camt deal wtih shit

I dont know how i will ever live a normal life Idk how i will be every able to manage to fit in or survive in the future .

Sorry to Babylon like this, but I just wanted to vent. This seems like the right place to do so.

Im 20F i need advice on a relationship ig but I honestly need brutal advice from someone and need to talk to someone who has an outside perspective. Be ware its absolutely insane or maybe im insane so either way be ready haha

what the title says. I just really need some perspective and advice and just to be heard by someone who won't get tired of me. I've been spiraling for days now about the dumbest thing (u can check my profile), but I can't stop thinking about it. its not funny anymore bc I keep sh-ing and it's starting to affect me. please reach out if you think you can help. thanks

Twenty three a m here to just be an ear.If you need to vent p m me

Long story short- my ex is finally changing and happy, I have closure for most things that happened to me and yet i feel like crying? I also don't know how much I need to change in light of this new development. If I don't change now does that mean I was the issue all along? While he's gonna stop sleeping around I'm gonna still be trying to get people to sleep with me. Was I always just more likely to become influenced by bad habits than him? Am I doing this to myself? Why does a part of me feel sad that I'm just a part of his past he probably will regret? Or worse be indifferent to? What to do when closure feels so right that you miss him more?

I just want someone who can help me breakdown my feelings so that I can sleep comfortable tonight

Seriously, in relationships, I feel that because of the networks, a man can no longer be emotional, sincere, sensitive, sad, say what he thinks.

Every post on instagram says you're toxic, because you're worried about someone you haven't heard from, because you doubt yourself, because you don't trust yourself, because you want answers but aren't given any.

Like, you can't have your say anymore, because it's toxic if it doesn't suit the person, I don't understand anything anymore, it depresses me.

So I have been talking to a girl for almost 2 months. She is kind and funny but only talks to me once a day and I'm usually on delivered for close to 6 hours. I just get this feeling she is playing with my feelings but idk. Last night I asked if she wanted to call at a set time she said yes so I called. She did not pick up (she has a history of doing this so I'm not surprised). So I call ten minutes later no answer and finally one more time almost 2 hours later. I was mad at her so I told her how I felt which was along the lines of "I don't like the way I am treated in this relationship". All she said was " I get it" this was the only response in hours at this point so I was just disappointed in how she responded to my feelings. What should I do with this girl I don't want to be an ass hole and just say we're done but I just don't she a relationship like that working out.

its 4:40 am im crying my eyes out because my bf thinks i cheated on him, i would never do that to him and i need to talk to someone. he says he needs time and space but rn i all i wish is for us to be close i wish i never seen my friend i wish i wasn’t fucked up i just want one good relationship and i want it to be with him. i could never look at another man and desire him, i only think of him and how much i miss him, how much i wish we lived close, but when we are together i love to hear his laugh, his jokes, look at his smile his eyes so kind, i never felt this kind of love before, where its genuine and whole, and i never wanted him to feel like i took that for granted, or that it wasn’t enough. i knew i loved him but as i sit here writing this i realize how much. the thought of him not being by my side anymore is a scary one. i know im not east to deal with. but i would never betray him. for this to be a thing, i don’t know why, i can only blame the evil energies. but i have hope that we can make it through. i don’t know what to do to mend our relationship, but i wanna do anything possible to show him i really care, and im willing to work through it all.

i dont want to vent i just want to hang out

It feels like my parents should never have gotten kids. My dad did not want any in the first place and my mom cannot even take care of her self. Now they are divorced with two kids who have autism. My dad just left and my mom decided to become the victim. She always told her friends and therapist that her life was really hard being a single mom with two broken kids. But that is the life she chose. It was a continuous decision to make us.

I have not spoken to my mom in 5 years but she still haunts my mind everyonce in a while. I enjoy not having her in my life but I have not fully escaped her either. Is there anyone who feels the same of similar? I would like to know how y'all deal with that

Just wanna talk about life n shi

I'm it in any distress or anything like that. I just find it super difficult to talk to people in person and it means I am a bit socially deprived. All I want is a casual conversation about whatever.

I just came across someone dangerous and I’m not sure what to do as I feel as if the report button won’t do much and I won’t feel satisfactory if they’re going to continue doing what they’re doing. It happened on discord.

So despite what you’ll think from my other posts on Reddit, this isn’t an nsfw thing. Just looking for people to talk to. Got some shit I need to get off my chest to randomers, would hopefully make me feel better. Let’s talk :)

I am bored fr. I need to talk to people.

Hi. 17M here. I was sorta in a bit of a fight with my mom over grades when my dad got mad and threatened me. He was like 2 inches from my face and I thought he was gonna break my skull or kill me. Please I just wanna talk to someone.

Is there anyone awake that could dm me and let me ramble for a hot minute?

An old friend of mine was always rude to me and very weird. I remember one time I was talking to them, and they mentioned they wanted to be a hairstylist. I told them, “Hey, you can start classes now since we’re both in high school.” I had just seen another girl who said she started doing hair in high school. Their response was, “Why do you care, and what are you getting from this?” That wasn’t why we stopped being friends, but it was the straw that broke the camel’s back. We’re not friends anymore. Was I wrong?

Very recently divorced from my best and really only friend. Just need someone to talk to so I don't start texting her.

Today, i realized that i Will never be able to realize my dream. What's my dream? Becoming a soldier in the italian army. A couple of days ago, i went to my aunt's house because of her birthday, and i took my girlfriend with me. We started talking about what i wanna do After school (i'm 18), and i told them that i want to join the army. (All my family already knew that, since i discovered it Is what i love). Then, my aunt told me that maybe, the army Is not for me, because of my behavior, and the fact that i don't like when people tell me what to do, and because it's and hard Life. Well, my girlfriend agreed with her, and It made me think a lot for days. Until, i talked to my father about this, and he told me that maybe it's real, that Life Is not for me, and that he thinks that i wanna join the army because i KNOW that i don't like to do whatever people tell me, and i wanna kind of "try myself". In that moment, i felt so bad, because my dad Is my best friend, my mentor and for me, whatever he says, it's true. I Always thought "ok, it's real, you don't like when people treat you bad, but it's your dream, you're gonna resist", well... I'm starting to think that maybe they're right, and it's not for me, i'm thinking to give up with this dream, and search something else, even if i already know that there Is nothing else, that can replace It. (Sorry for my bad english, in know that maybe something Is not written good, but i tried of my best, and my phone probably tried to correct some english words, in italian words).

For some context, and hopefully you can see what I'm going through, currently walking a tightrope at a job I have held for 2-3 years, not bad, and the schedule is workable, but as of a year or two ago, we ended up getting a manager who just seems to have it out for anyone and just about everyone, fired an assistant manager, now me and another are on the tight wire, over a break taken a tad early, we are also being accused of screwing up time, which they definitely want to hand us the boot for... As soon as I got the news that I'm on thin ice, I've been doing damage control trying to find a new job, and thats only been futile, two previous reapplications and an industry I haven't been in for a while later and I am a day away from a response which I'm sure may only result in a reject.. life hasn't went as expected since the start of this year, broke promises I made to myself and been doing things I swore I wouldn't, I swear things are falling apart.